Tuesday
So guess who has internet at her house again!! WOO HOO!
Oh and I have been soooooo busy so much has happened!
Okay I took a trip up north and saw my prego sis! She is so pretty, her big ol belly and all it's so cute and she is really happy to finally be having a baby...The father is eh. I have my own opinion about him (think he is a total selfish ass and is no way a man but a little child, not worth my sister's time or attention...And that is me being nice) He has no respect for her or anyone else for that matter...She knows it and well there relationship is "roommate" at this point. I am sort of hoping that she takes me up on the offer to move down here with me when the baby is born. :) I would love to have her in the house and my niece!
My car shit out on me :( it is going to cost $1228.00 just to fix the immediate problem...This is not so good. I just paid for my semester at school and already had about $300-$500 dollars worth of books that I didn't know how I was going to pay for. My extra cash has been $0 b/c I haven't watched kids during the summer. :( I wanted to cry today. I can't work and go to school without a car, I can't afford a car payment for a new car, I don't have $1228 to fix my car and I have to decide whether my car is worth putting $1228 into since that is just part of what is wrong with it. quite the predicament I am in. So today was my first (1/2) day without a car. A friend let me borrow her car to drive to work, I took my lunch break when she got off to pick her up, she dropped me back off at work and I bummed a ride with a co-worker home. So it worked out so far. My really good friend Sioux knows all that is going on and she offered her extra car to me for a couple of weeks until I can figure out what the hell I am going to do...I am so grateful to have amazing friends but this whole thing sucks a fat ass. I was really hoping my car would hold out on me another two years...Guess not.
I have been losing weight, woot!
I go back to school in a week :( me no likey that...But oh well, I have MANY more years to come.
I have a camping trip planned for Labor Day Weekend which happens to sort of be my birthday weekend, I am excited for that! It should be fun, I love camping and I will hopefully have 3-4 days off in a row!! Hooray for federal holidays!
My older brother has a stick up his ass lately...Not sure what's going on with that, I think he had some squabble with my mom and older sis and I got caught in the tale of it without knowing. So yeah I hope that he feels guilty for being so mean to me this past weekend when he gets back home and opens his kick ass b-day gift I sent him. (I drove 5 1/2 hours on 45 minutes of sleep and a Starbuck double shot to go see him and my sis but he was a punk so I didn't see him)
My stupid porch light went out again! Arg I just changed the bulb to it a week ago, I think it has a short.
My ex called me again...He still calls me sweety and babe. It makes it sort of uncomfortable knowing that I have moved on and he hasn't, it makes for weird awkward convos and semi-uncomfortable silences when he "happens" to run into me. I think he is lonely again...
I learned that I am more like my mom then I thought, I have a hard time tolerating bullshit from people I am close too. Actually this is sort of hard to explain because I am a really patient, tolerant and understanding person but I don't have time for shit and this is why my circle of friends is much smaller than my circle of acquaintances. In relationships I set a clear truthful ground of what I want and where I am coming from and I don't compromise my standards. I am not apologizing for this BTW. I love myself enough to know I have self worth and am worthy of a certain level of respect and love and I am confident in knowing I will be just fine on my own until I find that other person who is on that same level.
I was glad to find out that my laptop battery was not part of the horrid explosive dell recall. :)
T-mobile is lame, they never gave me the credit on my bill that they promised now I have to spend the time to call them back and complain. boo! Do it right the first time damn it!
I love clean sheets!
It's good to be back home and sleep in my own bed and take a shower in my own clean shower. :)
My dad had another opportunity to prove to me what a douche he is this past weekend. Yep still a douche but I gotta love him cause well he donated the sperm to make me...Leaving it at that.
Oh I went to the fair about a two or three weeks ago and saw Foreigner, surprisingly they rocked the house! I really enjoyed the show...And it only cost me a dollar to see them front row center! Gotta love it!
OhOh and last week I saw in concert Ben Harper and the Innocent criminals! Kelly Slater hopped on stage too with Ben Harper and played a couple of songs ohh and I saw Damian Marley, he was bad ass too! My friend called me up and invited me to go, she was given 4 free tickets and we had fucking AMAZINGLY close prime seats!!! It was a FANTASTIC show, I am officially a life long Ben fan now. "I believe in a better way!" LOL.
Summer has been a blast, I am sad to see it go so soon. :(
I have some amazing people in my life, I am really thankful and blessed. :)
I know that things happen for a reason, I trust that it will all be alright in the end.
What a day it has been...
ADDENDUM
What the hell happened to the WTLounge?;
and can someone tell me WTF is going on with my silly sidebar and why the funky allignment? It won't fix...
Thanks!
:)
Oh and I have been soooooo busy so much has happened!
Okay I took a trip up north and saw my prego sis! She is so pretty, her big ol belly and all it's so cute and she is really happy to finally be having a baby...The father is eh. I have my own opinion about him (think he is a total selfish ass and is no way a man but a little child, not worth my sister's time or attention...And that is me being nice) He has no respect for her or anyone else for that matter...She knows it and well there relationship is "roommate" at this point. I am sort of hoping that she takes me up on the offer to move down here with me when the baby is born. :) I would love to have her in the house and my niece!
My car shit out on me :( it is going to cost $1228.00 just to fix the immediate problem...This is not so good. I just paid for my semester at school and already had about $300-$500 dollars worth of books that I didn't know how I was going to pay for. My extra cash has been $0 b/c I haven't watched kids during the summer. :( I wanted to cry today. I can't work and go to school without a car, I can't afford a car payment for a new car, I don't have $1228 to fix my car and I have to decide whether my car is worth putting $1228 into since that is just part of what is wrong with it. quite the predicament I am in. So today was my first (1/2) day without a car. A friend let me borrow her car to drive to work, I took my lunch break when she got off to pick her up, she dropped me back off at work and I bummed a ride with a co-worker home. So it worked out so far. My really good friend Sioux knows all that is going on and she offered her extra car to me for a couple of weeks until I can figure out what the hell I am going to do...I am so grateful to have amazing friends but this whole thing sucks a fat ass. I was really hoping my car would hold out on me another two years...Guess not.
I have been losing weight, woot!
I go back to school in a week :( me no likey that...But oh well, I have MANY more years to come.
I have a camping trip planned for Labor Day Weekend which happens to sort of be my birthday weekend, I am excited for that! It should be fun, I love camping and I will hopefully have 3-4 days off in a row!! Hooray for federal holidays!
My older brother has a stick up his ass lately...Not sure what's going on with that, I think he had some squabble with my mom and older sis and I got caught in the tale of it without knowing. So yeah I hope that he feels guilty for being so mean to me this past weekend when he gets back home and opens his kick ass b-day gift I sent him. (I drove 5 1/2 hours on 45 minutes of sleep and a Starbuck double shot to go see him and my sis but he was a punk so I didn't see him)
My stupid porch light went out again! Arg I just changed the bulb to it a week ago, I think it has a short.
My ex called me again...He still calls me sweety and babe. It makes it sort of uncomfortable knowing that I have moved on and he hasn't, it makes for weird awkward convos and semi-uncomfortable silences when he "happens" to run into me. I think he is lonely again...
I learned that I am more like my mom then I thought, I have a hard time tolerating bullshit from people I am close too. Actually this is sort of hard to explain because I am a really patient, tolerant and understanding person but I don't have time for shit and this is why my circle of friends is much smaller than my circle of acquaintances. In relationships I set a clear truthful ground of what I want and where I am coming from and I don't compromise my standards. I am not apologizing for this BTW. I love myself enough to know I have self worth and am worthy of a certain level of respect and love and I am confident in knowing I will be just fine on my own until I find that other person who is on that same level.
I was glad to find out that my laptop battery was not part of the horrid explosive dell recall. :)
T-mobile is lame, they never gave me the credit on my bill that they promised now I have to spend the time to call them back and complain. boo! Do it right the first time damn it!
I love clean sheets!
It's good to be back home and sleep in my own bed and take a shower in my own clean shower. :)
My dad had another opportunity to prove to me what a douche he is this past weekend. Yep still a douche but I gotta love him cause well he donated the sperm to make me...Leaving it at that.
Oh I went to the fair about a two or three weeks ago and saw Foreigner, surprisingly they rocked the house! I really enjoyed the show...And it only cost me a dollar to see them front row center! Gotta love it!
OhOh and last week I saw in concert Ben Harper and the Innocent criminals! Kelly Slater hopped on stage too with Ben Harper and played a couple of songs ohh and I saw Damian Marley, he was bad ass too! My friend called me up and invited me to go, she was given 4 free tickets and we had fucking AMAZINGLY close prime seats!!! It was a FANTASTIC show, I am officially a life long Ben fan now. "I believe in a better way!" LOL.
Summer has been a blast, I am sad to see it go so soon. :(
I have some amazing people in my life, I am really thankful and blessed. :)
I know that things happen for a reason, I trust that it will all be alright in the end.
What a day it has been...
ADDENDUM
What the hell happened to the WTLounge?;
and can someone tell me WTF is going on with my silly sidebar and why the funky allignment? It won't fix...
Thanks!
:)

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FIRST. The lounge was taken down due to Scumbag getting his head stuck up his ass. We tried WD40 and pig lard but there was just no removing it.
Tis a shame. We hope to have it back someday - maybe.
You love clean sheets... me too. You know, the only thing about loving clean sheets is the chance to get them hellaciously dirty.
I listened to the Crue last night.
Hi Shawn!!!
Sorry to hear the demise of the WTL was over something like that...ya'll don't own enough lube to fix that?? lol
Yep that smell of clean sheets is supreme when you climb into bed, and of course I don't mind getting them dirty; I always have a few extra clean sets ;)
he-he did I "turn you onto" the Crue?
Move to the city, sell car, be happy. Worked for me... :)
Congrats on the weight loss! Me too!
I'm blessed in that my ex wants nothing to do with me. Its mutually stand offish. Or we just don't talk.
omg clean sheets are even better after a fresh shower :D nothing more sublime says I.
Don't have a clue what the WTL is, but if you're sorry, then I am too. :)
I'm just so glad to see you back and you're so upbeat...in spite of school.
Congrats on losing weight! I've been losing too, feels pretty good every time I drop a size.
And...I LOVE clean sheets!!! Nothing feels better (well, not completely true) than clean sheets.
Hugs!
H I live in a city of sorts; just with work and school my schedule is really tight and a car is needed. Public transportation sucks around here and is really slow... :(
Kathi (hugs) it's okay the WTL was a trash talking blog, ammusing at most but funny still. It's okay that it is gone, just weird how it up and left...
Yeah school starts tomorrow; I may have to drop all my classes and get another job to get a car :( oh well life happens
oh what a lovely sharing post all chock full of news.
i wonder if your friend would rent you her spare car for a couple of years...
i'm sad to hear you're having such a time of it babe, i hope the universe drops an opportunity into your lap!
Kathi would have made an excellent WTL member
Sass; Thanks, and uhh while I thnk she would let me borrow it as long as I need I don't want to take advantage of the situation ya know. Acutally the idea of renting it sounds sort of funny :) I really hope good karma kicks in sometime soon and something/anything happens soon to make my life a little better/easier but all I can do is trust that everything that is happening is exactly where I am supposed to be...
Johhny; Lol, Kathi is much too sweet to be that mean.
OMG.. were we mean?
Hunee your comments on the message board about DJ were stupendous...
I think i spelled that wrong.
Anyway, kudos for your message and thank you.
Weight. It's the one thing you're more than happy to lose. Well that and syphillis....
KISSES!
hey now bubbles you don't have an extra ounce on you. "bulked up"
rofl
I've been seeing you forever at The Meltdown but didn't stop by till now.
I'm glad I did and wish I'd popped in sooner. I really liked your post.
Em no not mean just something I think Kathi would not have liked..and thank you for that about my comments, I almost deleted them because I felt it was taken the wrong way. I find her very facinating and would love to explore her mind!
Sass, from what I've seen of Em I agree! lol
Snav! Welcome and thanks! I remember seeing you from the original bubblegum. :) I am glad that you enjoy my personal diary...stop by anytime :)
Thanks Py, well I often get told that I look just like my Mom but she has dish-blonde hair and light skin, I have olive skin and dark brown hair...but the features are common. Yeah I am hoping he will hw is just being a punk right now...
Thanks Py it is well my progression into something...
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