Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Me.

Let me reintroduce myself; I have grown, died and cleansed parts of myself. Like a snake I have shed a skin to become anew. I am learning who I am so forgive me.

I learned that noone can love your heart until you love your heart. You must be comfortable with you, respect your being, enjoy your own company, and make clear your intentions in your heart BEFORE anyone else can.

A sunset is like a rebirth, a baptism to me.

A smile is infectiously contagious.

There are other people like me out there, we all have the same problems, the same issues.


I learned that I feel whole by helping other people feel whole. Restoring their hope, their passion and their freedom to love.

I learned because I am this way, I will always hurt. My soul will ache, bleed and occasionally die at times and I am okay with that because I know that what I get back, the joy in others, freedom, it will easily overflow me again, renew and lift me.


Children are a key to happiness, when we let our inner child free imagination takes over and you enjoy the simple things.

I drew for the first time in a mass public setting and I learned that I have the power to affect people. I am an artist and expression comes thru in what I do.
I am not scared to show that anymore.

I am worth it.


I am better when I push myself.

I have a long road ahead of me and many mountains behind. THANK YOU for those who have helped me get here so far.

Finding fault in things spreads to all that you do, you become unhappy and sick.
Forlorn.
Never underestimate the Power of suggestion.


I love to travel, to see new places and meet new people.

I have been to some amazing places in the last month.


Thank you for not giving up hope on me; checking in on me a stranger in a cyber-place, you know who you are. :)

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Blogger Helskel said...

good to see you back

12:51 PM  
Blogger sassinak said...

ahhh there she is.

i don't know what you're been doing but whatever it is was really good for you. it almost sounds like you went to a yoga retreat or something.

i especially needed to hear the fault bit today...

6:47 PM  
Blogger kathi said...

I am sooo glad to see you back and to know you're okay. Sounds like you're a whole lot better than okay, you sound like you'ver discovered a lot of truths about yourself. I'm proud of you.

And sweetie, your comments on mine and Charlies blogs made me smile. You're honestly something special. I'm glad that you can see that about yourself, too.

Big hug!

9:22 PM  
Blogger HuneeB said...

Yeah I found my way back here H. :) Glad to see you didn't give up on me.

Sass I missed you! In reading I think I missed quite a lot of your life as well! It wasn't a yoga retreat but there was a lot of traveling involved. I am glad that something I said can help you, sometimes hearing it and being reminded helps :) xoxo

Thanks Mom for the BIG hug and the support! You're too sweet; it's gonna give me a fat head...

:)

9:15 PM  
Blogger Everything Nice said...

THIS is an absolutely wonderful post, beautifully written, and a goose bump mantra for all that are going through the same feelings.

a true testament to a new chapter :)

hugums.

did you say fat head?

8:44 AM  
Blogger HuneeB said...

Em I am SOOOO excited for you too! It is like a new lease on life for you too with the arrival of your baby kidney!

Hugs are gladly welcomed!

(hehe I did say fat head...) ;) *evil grin*

2:18 PM  
Blogger Everything Nice said...

Thanks hunee.. U did say fat head!

7:55 AM  
Blogger kathi said...

Doing okay??

6:16 AM  

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