Good Vibes...
Good things are on the horizon...
Okay so yesterday, yeah that was the longest interview I have had in my life! I was there at 9:45 until 1:30 literally! Only about an hour and a half of that was paperwork and testing stuff... It was with a job placement agency. I tend to stay away from them b/c I do not trust someone else to represent me and in general it is ehhh not my thing but I noticed more of the higher end paying jobs were going thru this local company so I though okay why not? We have quite a few career placement places around here but this one I noticed had a lot of openings to recruit for.. So my interview was with a woman but she was more than thrilled with my resume and experience. She said A LOT of really positive things about me and my testings were good. I did a WPM, Data Entry, Word, Excel and WordPerfect exam...those are always nerve racking but I did good! Hooray! In the time that I interviewed with her I saw a total of three other people interview with the other lady and the lady that interviewed me (this was while I was testing) She spent the entire rest of that time chatting with me...good sign! They spent SOOOOO much more time with me, means that they are interested. She actually told me that the job I applied for she could give to me but she didn’t want to cause I was too good for it, she really wanted to scout a couple of places for me and find me something better and higher paying... I was really impressed! And guess what I got a call back from her this morning asking me what I thought of a job she has! WOOO HOO!!! I am soo happy!
The red faced boy...so it was really cute the boy that emailed me was not the boy I saw and I was not the girl he saw...mistaken identity. I told him to find that girl and tell her! Hope he does, even told him to use our email as an opener if he was nervous, it would be a great conversation opener and she would think that it was sweet. :) So I gotta go back into the store and actually look at this guys name tag. :)
Closure, sort of... so I emailed my step-mom yesterday to thank her for the (lame) birthday gift they gave me... and this was our conversation... I am okay and actually I feel better. I really wanted my Dad to know that I was never mad at him just really hurt and disappointed by him, very much let down. I don’t think that she will give him the email but I do think that she will somehow pass on the message... we shall see. He goes... I am blue Step-mom is green...
Subject: Sorry for the delay
I have been meaning to say thank you for the birthday gift but it has slipped my mind lately. I have been sick with walking pneumonia for the past 4 weeks. I went to the doctor's about week 3 and they gave me antibiotics that made me nauseous so I have been in bed a lot. I am doing better now so no need to worry. Thanks again!
Hey there,
Glad to hear from you. I thought maybe you fell off the planet. Or were still mad at us.
Your dad would really love to hear from you if you could manage to talk to him.
Glad you got the gift (late, oops!) I hope it works for you.
Sorry to hear you have been sick, but glad to hear it is getting better.
Did you get your car situation fixed?
Did you get a 2nd job?
Did you end up keeping any classes this semester?
All is fine here, a little slow today, but getting stuff done.
Love,
XXX (Step-mom)
Please understand that I am not mad, I never was.
I don't expect help from you guys nor was the car thing ever my idea; that came purely from my dad. As far as talking to him, I don't think I will be doing that for a while, I am not mad at him just very disappointed with his conduct, behavior and other things that go much deeper. Please understand that I am not mad just let down. I realize that I cannot expect him to love in the same capacity I expect a parent to love a child, it hurts realizing that and I am not so sure I can have him in my life right now. I know that he loves me and I love him I just need to separate myself from him for a while. I am sorry but that is how I feel, I don't love you any less just am really hurt by him right now.
Yeah my laptop fits in it!
Getting better has taken a while and lots of time spent in bed, walking pneumonia is NO fun!
No, not yet
Had another interview today, looks promising. I had a few interviews but they couldn't pay enough and just weren't the right fit for what I need. Because I was so sick for a while actively finding another job was put on hold for a bit, but I am back now.
No, no classes
xoxo
I didn’t get a reply to this, wonder if I will have one when I go into work today (it was all thru my work email...) I feel okay with this.
Got a really weird call from the "ex" yesterday, he called just to tell me that... "He realized I was a really good girlfriend and just wanted to tell me that and thank me..." Uhh dude it’s almost been and year and a half and you are just realizing that! WTF? We were together 3 f’in years and you didn’t know that??? How slow are you?? I sort of laughed and told him I already knew that but thank you and I am sorry to hear it has taken him this long to realize it...It’s okay we are somewhat friends other than the fact that he tries to get back with me every time we talk we are good. I am not angry or hurt anymore I realize that he fucked up, yep that’s right he fucked up and I am done. I really did love him and he could have had my all but he wasn’t ready for it and so now he gets nothing. I will always have a place in my heart for him and love him just not the same type of love. I am no longer in love with him. "People don’t change they just reveal." ~Ben Harper. Well I am done I no longer want or have a need for that relationship and I am completely blunt and honest with him (sometimes I feel like my bluntness is a bit mean or bitchy but he still calls so ?)
Oh and HNT... that’s right you heard me right ME! Doing a HNT! WTF? Okay so don’t get used to this cause I won’t do it all the time and really it is nothing special just my foot and my tattoos on my feet... those bastards hurt like a mofo and I have had them redone 4 times now... my tattoo guy is really good and he likes me so I don’t have to pay to get them done, I refer enough biz to him I think. He said I am fun to tattoo, I can take the pain. :) I joke and laugh with him the whole time plus I am such an anal perfectionist and all... and both of our creative artsy juices flow in the right way we get along. :)
I like my stars :)
Okay so yesterday, yeah that was the longest interview I have had in my life! I was there at 9:45 until 1:30 literally! Only about an hour and a half of that was paperwork and testing stuff... It was with a job placement agency. I tend to stay away from them b/c I do not trust someone else to represent me and in general it is ehhh not my thing but I noticed more of the higher end paying jobs were going thru this local company so I though okay why not? We have quite a few career placement places around here but this one I noticed had a lot of openings to recruit for.. So my interview was with a woman but she was more than thrilled with my resume and experience. She said A LOT of really positive things about me and my testings were good. I did a WPM, Data Entry, Word, Excel and WordPerfect exam...those are always nerve racking but I did good! Hooray! In the time that I interviewed with her I saw a total of three other people interview with the other lady and the lady that interviewed me (this was while I was testing) She spent the entire rest of that time chatting with me...good sign! They spent SOOOOO much more time with me, means that they are interested. She actually told me that the job I applied for she could give to me but she didn’t want to cause I was too good for it, she really wanted to scout a couple of places for me and find me something better and higher paying... I was really impressed! And guess what I got a call back from her this morning asking me what I thought of a job she has! WOOO HOO!!! I am soo happy!
The red faced boy...so it was really cute the boy that emailed me was not the boy I saw and I was not the girl he saw...mistaken identity. I told him to find that girl and tell her! Hope he does, even told him to use our email as an opener if he was nervous, it would be a great conversation opener and she would think that it was sweet. :) So I gotta go back into the store and actually look at this guys name tag. :)
Closure, sort of... so I emailed my step-mom yesterday to thank her for the (lame) birthday gift they gave me... and this was our conversation... I am okay and actually I feel better. I really wanted my Dad to know that I was never mad at him just really hurt and disappointed by him, very much let down. I don’t think that she will give him the email but I do think that she will somehow pass on the message... we shall see. He goes... I am blue Step-mom is green...
Subject: Sorry for the delay
I have been meaning to say thank you for the birthday gift but it has slipped my mind lately. I have been sick with walking pneumonia for the past 4 weeks. I went to the doctor's about week 3 and they gave me antibiotics that made me nauseous so I have been in bed a lot. I am doing better now so no need to worry. Thanks again!
Hey there,
Glad to hear from you. I thought maybe you fell off the planet. Or were still mad at us.
Your dad would really love to hear from you if you could manage to talk to him.
Glad you got the gift (late, oops!) I hope it works for you.
Sorry to hear you have been sick, but glad to hear it is getting better.
Did you get your car situation fixed?
Did you get a 2nd job?
Did you end up keeping any classes this semester?
All is fine here, a little slow today, but getting stuff done.
Love,
XXX (Step-mom)
Please understand that I am not mad, I never was.
I don't expect help from you guys nor was the car thing ever my idea; that came purely from my dad. As far as talking to him, I don't think I will be doing that for a while, I am not mad at him just very disappointed with his conduct, behavior and other things that go much deeper. Please understand that I am not mad just let down. I realize that I cannot expect him to love in the same capacity I expect a parent to love a child, it hurts realizing that and I am not so sure I can have him in my life right now. I know that he loves me and I love him I just need to separate myself from him for a while. I am sorry but that is how I feel, I don't love you any less just am really hurt by him right now.
Yeah my laptop fits in it!
Getting better has taken a while and lots of time spent in bed, walking pneumonia is NO fun!
No, not yet
Had another interview today, looks promising. I had a few interviews but they couldn't pay enough and just weren't the right fit for what I need. Because I was so sick for a while actively finding another job was put on hold for a bit, but I am back now.
No, no classes
xoxo
I didn’t get a reply to this, wonder if I will have one when I go into work today (it was all thru my work email...) I feel okay with this.
Got a really weird call from the "ex" yesterday, he called just to tell me that... "He realized I was a really good girlfriend and just wanted to tell me that and thank me..." Uhh dude it’s almost been and year and a half and you are just realizing that! WTF? We were together 3 f’in years and you didn’t know that??? How slow are you?? I sort of laughed and told him I already knew that but thank you and I am sorry to hear it has taken him this long to realize it...It’s okay we are somewhat friends other than the fact that he tries to get back with me every time we talk we are good. I am not angry or hurt anymore I realize that he fucked up, yep that’s right he fucked up and I am done. I really did love him and he could have had my all but he wasn’t ready for it and so now he gets nothing. I will always have a place in my heart for him and love him just not the same type of love. I am no longer in love with him. "People don’t change they just reveal." ~Ben Harper. Well I am done I no longer want or have a need for that relationship and I am completely blunt and honest with him (sometimes I feel like my bluntness is a bit mean or bitchy but he still calls so ?)
Oh and HNT... that’s right you heard me right ME! Doing a HNT! WTF? Okay so don’t get used to this cause I won’t do it all the time and really it is nothing special just my foot and my tattoos on my feet... those bastards hurt like a mofo and I have had them redone 4 times now... my tattoo guy is really good and he likes me so I don’t have to pay to get them done, I refer enough biz to him I think. He said I am fun to tattoo, I can take the pain. :) I joke and laugh with him the whole time plus I am such an anal perfectionist and all... and both of our creative artsy juices flow in the right way we get along. :)
I like my stars :)
posted by HuneeB at 11:19 AM
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Thanks Py! Yeah it was just about the most painful thing I have done... but I was good as long as I don't focus on him doing it and breathe I am fine :) I am still as can be and talk and I forget about it... it feels about the equv of someone taking a scalple (sp?)and slicing me open. That's saying a lot for me; I have an incredibly high tolerance for pain. As you know Py I fell alseep for one of my other tattoos...
are those tattoos gang related? i ask because it's common knowledge that all people from california are gang members. so what set you claimin'? 18th St.? MS-13? Sureno?
I'm so excited for you about the interview! Maybe that's what I should start doing.
I'm glad you're putting yourself out there and trying to be understood without anger. Good for you.
You know I'm not a tatoo person, but as far as tat's go, your's are cool. :)
Scum I laughed for a good ten minutes from that, thanks! :) They're not gang related unless I have some gang following that I don't know about? If all Cali's are in a gang does that make all in Kansas fishin, bezzo drinkin, Cheif's fans, rednecks? Just askin?
Kathi this rep has been absolutely WONDERFUL!! She has been promt and really great. I am liking this very much.
I was a little hesitant to put this on here because I know that I will be judged for choosing to not have a relationship with my Father but you know the only thing that matters is what is in my heart. People can say what they wish and you know other opionions are welcome they may just get me thinking in a diff direction. I never got a reply from my Stepmom on that?...This whole thing has been a long road. There was a point in my life where I would have not been as strong to be able to stand up to my Father and tell him that I won't allow him to hurt me any longer. After quite a few tears and many conversations with my Mom she told me that she understands what I did was hard and that she is proud of me for telling him how I feel. It has been hard but the burden lifted has been amazing.
Tattoos well I happen to like them but I def realize how permanent they are! All my tatoos have a special meaning to me and I have thought about them for a long time (sometimes years) before getting them. I see that they can be beautiful pieces of art and my body can be the canvas course that may be my artsy side. They are not for everyone and because I intend to be have a respectable career all of them can be easily hidden with clothes :) Thanks! Kathi have I told you lately how important you are to me! ((hugs to my favorite blogger mom))
Oh HB, some fine job hunting there! No wonder you had such helpful pointers for my res.
good call for taking some healing time from your dad if you're that hurt. thanks for sharing.
and I hate talking to my ex. we're getting papers ready :)
nice tats!
Maybe you should see your tattoo artist ;)
Hubris Thanks hun! Good luck with any of the paperwork, I can help you with general Q's if you have any although I know nothing about Canadian law I do specialize in CA, HI, MN, NM, CO, GA, and NY in pro per divorces :)
ok.. your getting on to me for HNT.. and your showing feet... yeah.. ok..
you don't have cankle do you?
Hey nothing in HNT said it HAD to be a sexy naked shot did it? At least my feet are nice :) You can show your feet for next weeks HNT if you feel so inclined ;)
I don't feel inclined... no one has ever inclinded me to do so... and i didn't say they aren't nice.. or that you had to do a sexy naked shot..
does that mean you don't think your feet are sexy?
No I think feet in general are ugly, not really a feet person but I do think that I am lucky enough to have nice feet :) In a pair of heels they are sexy...never so inclined hmm what so what do I have to do to incline?
are you saying you've been trying to incline me or... just thinking about it?
just thinking about it
and what are you thinking of inclining now?
you don't seem inclined so I gave up...
letting you have the last word in the comment section below :)
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